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[wontgraham]

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[wontgraham]

was it /only/ because of the strings? or did the strings just make it easier to span a gap between you and someone else?

[deadboywalking]

i
don't know
i didn't think of it like that
i mean



i'd always felt it
for um
him
but i didn't wanna say anything and ruin it all
y'know?

[wontgraham]

i haven't noticed the strings...lying to me. just exaggerating.

i know. it's easier to keep a friend than risk losing them over something like that.
i've taken that chance, and it didn't go well. and i've seen someone else take that chance and it not go well.
so congratulations, i think. if thats okay to say.

was he okay with it after it happened?

[deadboywalking]

exaggerating? do you think it's...not real, then?
what it's telling me i'm feeling, i mean?

congratulations is okay. it felt like a good thing.
it felt like the BEST thing

i think he was? it felt okay
we can feel each other's feelings and stuff
which is weird but i guess it's not too different from how we were anyways

[wontgraham]

i think it's real. i think it's just giving a push. like a friend nudging you to try admitting your feelings to someone else.

if you can feel what the other is feeling, it might even have been him that was encouraging you...and you were encouraging him. that kind of reassurance can just make things happen...faster.

i'm glad he was okay with it [ And Will really, really is. This town's taken a lot from them, so when it gives them something, that's important. ]

[deadboywalking]

yeah. yeah, that all makes sense. it's fine. it's okay. it's



i'm scared.
i didn't want it to happen.
i mean, i'm happy but i'm scared too.

[wontgraham]

i was a little scared too. mostly that i might have been wrong about myself, that i might hurt the person i was interested in.

why are you scared?

[deadboywalking]

for those reasons, i think.
and that i might ruin things
ruin everything

or it might be wonderful
and then i'll have to wake up someday
and go back to the real world.