the first thing that comes to mind is that maybe it wasn't YOU the universe was trying to correct. maybe it was your friend's time traveling powers. [ And Will said he wasn't an optimist.
But god, there's something painful and raw about reading i'm scared'. It feels more fragile than hearing someone say it, knowing it had to get committed to text. ]
i've got some experience with feeling like you're the one putting your friends in danger. i know how that...can eat at you but if i was those friends you're talking about, i'd probably say that what they're willing to risk isn't your decision
then why not destroy everything else, why am i always dying? it was the only thing that strung together every single timeline
[ She's spent a lot of time wondering if it was her rewind powers. It's still possible, probably, and there's reason in it, but Chloe's never been able to see it, no matter how hard she tries. She's likely far too self-loathing for that kind of introspection.
But his last words, what they're willing to risk isn't your decision, are ones she stares at for a long time. She'd told Max constantly she needed her to stop deciding her fate for her, stop deciding what was worth dying for and what wasn't. Was she doing the same thing to her friends? Forcing them to give up on a dream because of her own bullshit?
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wontgraham) wrote2019-04-10 08:46 pm
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But god, there's something painful and raw about reading i'm scared'. It feels more fragile than hearing someone say it, knowing it had to get committed to text. ]
i've got some experience with feeling like you're the one putting your friends in danger. i know how that...can eat at you
but
if i was those friends you're talking about, i'd probably say that what they're willing to risk isn't your decision
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[ She's spent a lot of time wondering if it was her rewind powers. It's still possible, probably, and there's reason in it, but Chloe's never been able to see it, no matter how hard she tries. She's likely far too self-loathing for that kind of introspection.
But his last words, what they're willing to risk isn't your decision, are ones she stares at for a long time. She'd told Max constantly she needed her to stop deciding her fate for her, stop deciding what was worth dying for and what wasn't. Was she doing the same thing to her friends? Forcing them to give up on a dream because of her own bullshit?
Huh.
Point 1 for William Graham. ]
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guess that's fair